2. I believe in creating art for myself: I remember my cousin and were drawing butterflies. I remember being so proud of my rainbow-colored butterfly and thinking that it was far more superior to my cousin's plain orange butterfly. Although her butterfly was symmetrical, my butterfly was colorful and prettier so you can imagine how excited I was to show off my masterpiece to my grandfather. My cousin and I went to show off to my grandfather. We pressed our drawings in the face of our grandfather so that he could clearly see through his coke bottle glasses. He adjusted his frames so that he could observe each butterfly carefully. Me being so proud of my piece, I knew that he would choose mine utterly amazing butterfly. My grandfather ended up choosing my cousin's butterfly because it looked more accurate. From here, I would talk about the importance for me to not be ashamed of creating art that was that satisfied my view of good instead of seeking approval from others.
I find this whole situation strange. When I wake up, I realize that I am not in my dorm and I think I have all the time in the world. This fuels my procrastination. When I'm at home, I am not motivated to do work and when I am at school I find it easier to say focused. I love my family but they can be distracting at some points. My twin sister usually asks me to check her essays Art History or help her take pictures of her art projects. Sometimes, I'll be studying or trying to do homework and my Dad will turn on the news or watch a movie at full volume, and then I can't focus. I have also started to notice that I have easily irritable. I get annoyed or small things like when my mom touches my hair or when I have to get groceries from the supermarket. When I watch Netflix, I think "oh my gosh they are not social distancing" but then I realize that there was a time in which this pandemic didn't exist. This helps me realize that I won't spend my whole...


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